Andrej Uličný - Creo Ergo Sum

My Poetry

The pain inside

The depths of our soul.
The vastness of space.
The heartbreaking of pain.
The wisdom that encompasses it all.

You wait for an answer and none comes.
Stuck in a void.
Consciousness hijacked.
Relief not coming.
No help in sight.
You're alone.

You try to make sense of it all.
But it feels like capturing the mist in the morning.
You come back empty handed.

You cry, but no one hears you.
It's raw as fuck.
Like a wedge hammered to split your soul in two. Never to reunite.
Like adult looking for a child. Never to find him.
Like the last leaf falling of a tree in autumn. Never to grow again.

The pain.
It encompasses you.
It's everywhere.
The darkness has fall upon the lands once free.
It's deafening.
But it's all you. So there's no way to escape.
You cannot run away from yourself.
YOU CANNOT RUN AWAY FROM YOURSELF!
Do you understand?

It's raw as fuck. As real as it gets.
Stay with it. As long as it takes.
Like the last soldier protecting the citadel.

For the answer is hidden amids all the sadness.
Amidst the burning flames of hell.
Amidst the pain that feels unbearable.
Amidst the breaking point.

The answer that you're one.
That you don't need someone else to fill the void.
That you're good enough. Just the way you are.
That you're perfect and you've always been.
And now you just need to open your eyes.
And nothing else matters.